Posted by Amy | Posted in Having It All, Mind Games | Posted on 10-12-2012
Obviously, since I went through the trouble of coping the image and writing this post, there’s something there that’s stuck with me.
I feel like I’ve fallen down, and fallen down BIG TIME, making a giant ass out of myself in the process. I feel hurt, and bruised (and a little abused) and all embarrassed and I wanna take my little red ball and go home and hide in a blanket fort. So there.
Here’s the truth – my business is struggling, I’m turning 40 and I’m single, and most horribly of all, I’ve gained 30lbs and I’m a running blogger who isn’t running.
There. I said it.
I’ve been hanging my head and hiding out.
But here’s also the truth – I’m the only one who can get myself out of this.
So I fell on my face and all the other little Pandas are laughing at me. Now I could go sulk, like I’ve been doing, so I could go climb that slide again and again and again until I can pull of a triple axle dismount.
So now it’s time to pull on my big girl panties and do what I know works and stop feeling sorry for myself and live the epic.